“I don't want realism. I want magic! Yes, yes, magic! I try to give that to people. I misrepresent things to them. I don't tell the truth, I tell what ought to be the truth. And it that's sinful, then let me be damned for it!”
much appreciated, sub. you would not be the first sub who thought it was a DOM to kneel and submit at MY feet. from your message it sounds as if you are fighting with yourself….something inside you tells you that you are meant to serve at a MAN’s feet, that you want to exist to please a MAN but are having trouble doing so. let go, let yourself experience what you hunger. I think your true nature will quickly show itself once you do.